@ube@spergia.net Nope, I can't, lmao ​​

@ube @shitpisscum @nigger

manually breathing

that reminds me, coughing is a reflex act for most people, but due NDE trauma I have to make a conscious effort to cough

@shitpisscum@mrhands.horse @ube@spergia.net I had a hard time answering that, since I rely on the method of loci (i.e. mind palace) to deal with memories.

Unfortunately it doesn't work as intended, since it's mostly filled with useless statistics and random data, old National Geographic articles and bits and pieces of anime, manga and hentai, lmao ​​

@snacks @ube surprisingly(?) i might be among the least autistic people this side of fedi

still dysfunctional as fuck but for other reasons

@snacks @ube also my soon-to-be-ex wife insists she isn’t autistic but she’d score at least 100 on this, easily. also did get diagnosed as a kid

it’s actually one of the reasons i constantly had to go out of my way to avoid her drama. incredibly emotionally stressful to deal with

@twinspin6 @snacks @ube god i love exciting new stimuli

except when it’s manmade because that usually means cars, ads, terrible music and loud men

@snacks @ube it can be if you’re trying to make your normie needs and preferences work in an intimate relationship

@snacks @ube i mean just making dinner was stressful because she’d only enjoy utter slop reduced to a single texture and few distinct flavors

@ube @snacks me not being entirely neurotypical is part of the problem. got the type of ADHD that knows no routine and is constantly understimulated but also at the verge of a breakdown at the slightest provocation

@snacks @ube yeah for some people it is.

with lexi certain textures definitely made her extremely nauseous after a couple bites. mixing textures also tended to cause that but not always

@nigger @snacks @ube lexi never made a habit out of closing doors like an adult, citing executive dysfunction

that shit and stomping through the apartment on heels drives me up the wall ngl

@shitpisscum@mrhands.horse @ube@spergia.net @nigger@spergia.net It's particularly useful when applied properly... in my case I shifted from using space visualization to music, since I tend to experience more deja vu with the former and I usually have better retention with the latter ​​

@ube@spergia.net @snacks@netzsphaere.xyz @ceo_of_monoeye_dating@tsundere.love @nigger@spergia.net I wish my sister's were 20 years younger, we'd have a fuckton of kids by now and I wouldn't have to worry about my bloodline ​​

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stupid phone ​​