"i can't goon tonight, i gotta get up for work tomorrow" -> "just a few pumps to take the edge off before bed" -> "oh man im starting to zone out, it's probably time to stop before it gets too far" -> "i haven't even hit the edge yet, i gotta keep pumping" -> "oh fuck oh god i actually can't stop, maybe just another hour and my needy penis will finally be satisfied" -> "my brain's getting fuzzy and im no longer tired, i gotta keep pumping until this feeling bottoms out" -> ...

and now, with my brain descending into all too familiar grooves, i truly know that my penis is piloting my brain. my hand is no longer my own. porn is now in control. i have no say anymore. with this post, im getting the last few braincells out of my system so i can pump for another hour

or two

or three 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫