@trump@bae.st thats nice, these are like maroonish or red depending on the light. Next shoes im gonna get is some classic dock martens
@trump@bae.st i had uggs, they get gross fast and you have to eventually throw them away, thats the main issue with them
@lucy@netzsphaere.xyz im thicc and scottish, so i mean, dont feel that jealous
@terryenglish@blob.cat @lucy@netzsphaere.xyz no i just am very... large dimension wise
@arcana@fedi.layer02.net @terryenglish@blob.cat @lucy@netzsphaere.xyz at least i got humongous tits out of nowhere after starting progesterone
@arcana@fedi.layer02.net @terryenglish@blob.cat @lucy@netzsphaere.xyz na but like i gained a shit load of weight then lost it again, think thats all it was
@lucy@netzsphaere.xyz @terryenglish@blob.cat na you cute af .. .wtf
@lucy@netzsphaere.xyz @terryenglish@blob.cat bruh like your hip to waist is amazing
@lucy@netzsphaere.xyz @terryenglish@blob.cat i mean im just built like a short lumber jack with some fat on the thighs and chest so
@lucy@netzsphaere.xyz @terryenglish@blob.cat the Irish and Scottish are a short stocky folk
@lucy@netzsphaere.xyz @arcana@fedi.layer02.net @terryenglish@blob.cat i am literally from lumber jack country, all my relatives up until modern times were lumber jacks and soldiers.
@lucy@netzsphaere.xyz @arcana@fedi.layer02.net @terryenglish@blob.cat (and clergy and writers)
@lucy@netzsphaere.xyz @arcana@fedi.layer02.net @terryenglish@blob.cat @a7@miss.mouse.services that implies lumber jacks can't be cute!
@lucy@netzsphaere.xyz @arcana@fedi.layer02.net @terryenglish@blob.cat heres a scottish woman next to her husband, see how large she is. Its a different kind of large.
@Paulajak@boymoder.biz @terryenglish@blob.cat @lucy@netzsphaere.xyz @arcana@fedi.layer02.net a lot of scotts/welsh are just built like brick shit houses
@lucy @arcana @terryenglish @Paulajak @a7 can you tell when they’re honest, when they’re honest but brainwormed, and when they’re trying to make you worse?
@lucy @arcana @terryenglish @Paulajak @a7 and do compliments reach you at all or do you feel like everybody around you is disingenuous?
@lucy @a7 @terryenglish @arcana @Paulajak people with low self-esteem tend to project their own fears onto others. for example if you’re insecure about some physical trait because you think it makes you ugly and non-passing, how will it influence your perception of others with that same trait?
@lucy@netzsphaere.xyz @mia@movsw.0x0.st @terryenglish@blob.cat @arcana@fedi.layer02.net @Paulajak@boymoder.biz just ... stop caring.. idk, like.. there are so many very not conventionally attractive people happy with people they love. ya it sucks to not be conventionally attractive, do what you can about it if you have the resources, but realize reality
@lucy@netzsphaere.xyz @terryenglish@blob.cat @arcana@fedi.layer02.net @Paulajak@boymoder.biz i get unhappy with self perception, but theres only so much that can be done, i mean i often sob in the mornings and stuff. But you, cant change much i dunno. try to find happiness, try to be oblivious in things that dont actually matter.
@lucy @a7 @terryenglish @arcana @Paulajak yes i’ve seen you irl, that’s why i’m so sure you will pass and why that self-hatred bothers me so much
@lucy@netzsphaere.xyz @Paulajak@boymoder.biz @terryenglish@blob.cat @arcana@fedi.layer02.net broken, i havent unfollowed anyone
@lucy@netzsphaere.xyz @Paulajak@boymoder.biz @terryenglish@blob.cat @arcana@fedi.layer02.net i am like not bummed by this thread, i was just being honest about myself and trying to cheer people around me up.
@bot@seal.cafe yes, i am down a lot of weight, ive had 3 big fluxes in weight, i lost like 100 lbs when i was 18 and was own to 140 for many years, then i went back up recently and am down to 170-180 atm, so overweight but not quiet obese. kinda glad i got fat tho, i think thats why i got the rocking tits.
@crab@lab.nyanide.com i mean it is a wives tale or whatever, It might have been because as i started to lose weight i started taking progesterone rather than just estrogen. Either way, its kinda nice, forced me to just sorta accept myself, hard to walk around with giant tits and not have people notice you are "off"
@crab@lab.nyanide.com now i simply "wear a shirt that fits" and its just obvious "well..they are either a tranny or an ugly woman"
@arcana@fedi.layer02.net @crab@lab.nyanide.com its been nice being forced from the other direction, confidence being forced lol, no other option its just like "oh its a windy day, my entire body is outlined as i walk to the store"
@prettygood@socially.drinkingatmy.computer @crab@lab.nyanide.com "i would like the 12 piece chicken bucket and a large order of fries"
@Paulajak @arcana @a7 @lucy @terryenglish we could all have a cook-off, there would be way too much food at the end
@mischievoustomato@rebased.taihou.website ive eaten epic amounts, when i am trying to be a guy - i dont care about my body. Just eat what the fuck ever. But on female hormones, i control my eating very well, I eat like 1500 cals a day at this point and dont really feel hungry or craving.
@mischievoustomato @terryenglish @Paulajak @arcana @a7 @mia @lucy based german
@lucy @terryenglish @Paulajak @arcana @a7 @mia @mischievoustomato
>cishon
I think I should go to sleep
@mischievoustomato@rebased.taihou.website i think i just have general weird hormonal things and being brainwormed about being male happens to control that, like ive told you before i didnt hit puberty until i was 17 and my wisdom teeth didnt grow in until 30.
@mischievoustomato@rebased.taihou.website probably not birth defect too, i assume its from busting my head open on cement when i was 10.
@mischievoustomato@rebased.taihou.website i mean it was what ever, i just remember being in a hospital for a week, them noticing mysterious liver damage, I didnt come too until i was being dropped on a roof in a helicopter.