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N33R "Mißbrauch von Scheck- und Kreditkarten" ⚸ 🩸 lesbian

chat how can I feel normal about myself?
its always either "I'm a piece of shit I shoukd kms" or "I'm the single greatest being in the universe I'm a fucking goddess"
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N33R "Mißbrauch von Scheck- und Kreditkarten" ⚸ 🩸 lesbian

@MiaWinter but if I call the one hating on me a stupid bitch I'm calling myself a stupid bitch so I'm just confirming that the hate was justified
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N33R "Mißbrauch von Scheck- und Kreditkarten" ⚸ 🩸 lesbian

@nekopsykose @toast okay this doesn't seem to help much
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N33R "Mißbrauch von Scheck- und Kreditkarten" ⚸ 🩸 lesbian

@toast @nekopsykose I could take Nirvana
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@N33R

I resolved kms as Kernel Mode Setting. neocat_laugh_sweat

i don't usually go that high, I usually peak around "I'm a fucking goddess, one of many".

I think it would help if I would remember the good when I'm feeling bad. Not sure how to do that though...

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@N33R gonna work hard to make it the second always then !!!

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@N33R@fops.cloud Discover the art of "Not giving a shit", When i started doing this years ago my quality of life improved significantly .
Stop giving a shit about what other people think of you their opinion does not matter for your life can end any day.
Their thoughts or opinions are their own such are yours.
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N33R "Mißbrauch von Scheck- und Kreditkarten" ⚸ 🩸 lesbian

@jwo no idea it just happens sometimes TwT
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@N33R tbh i think its normal to feel different depending on the situation and its always kind of a spectrum but those extreme are the loudest for good and bad reasons...
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@N33R >I'm a piece of shit

that's just something i've come to accept about myself osaka-plush
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@VIPPER @N33R i'm not going to cry myself a river but i could've done better over the past couple of years :^)
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@VIPPER @N33R @kirby

People that try to dehumanize themselves are trying to farm sympathy from others while avoiding responsibility for their own actions.
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@sally @N33R @VIPPER i'm not the manipulative pile of crap i was when i was 14, the feelings are genuine. there was a bit that went wrong last year that weighs on my mind. i thought maybe it would provide value to talk about it all but i have nothing to say about what happened, it all explains itself
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@sally @N33R @VIPPER going to be honest though the more i think about it the more i feel i should reveal my past hand, no one would like it but it would provide some closure i hope
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@kirby @N33R @VIPPER

Sure, this addresses my former conclusion but not the latter, when you label yourself as a piece of shit you might be knowingly or subconsciously trying to deflect responsibility, maybe not on this particular instance but over time this can become a trend. Food for thought.
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@sally @N33R @kirby

There are two reasons one might be fishing for sympathy. One is narcissism, and the other is self-hatred, funny how that works.
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