@snacks anyway same year the german teacher sat down with me for a talk about how suicide is not the answer which is funny to me because i wasnt suicidal at all at the time so the entire situation was just deeply uncomfortable
like the reason i didnt go outside for the break was cause its november and i didnt feel like freezing my ass off that day so i just... stayed at my desk for the half an hour. thats not all that crazy but apparently it concerned him
i probably also just have bad vibes in general tho