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@cell *checks the jacket sleeves length*

oh no
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@cell what about rolled up sleeves?
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@cell Heh makes sense.
Although would mean if I would be sexual, then I'd be a top, huh fedi rarity.
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@cell God damn it, so it is the bad availability of big enough clothes that always made me a top. ;__;

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@cell right one is also called bpd sleeves

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@mia @cell wut, why
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@bl00d @cell because apparently it’s said to be a thing especially with childhood trauma survivors. the lower the sleeves, the deeper the lore

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@mia @cell @bl00d
the only question now is:
is there a correlation between bpd and bottom
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@mia @cell @bl00d did i tell you how i scored 2nd highest in some online bpd test?

in a /tttt/ thread?
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@lucy @mia @cell @bl00d girlboss, gaslight, gatekeep
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@lucy @mia @cell @bl00d BPD is a characterization of behavior patterns, it's derived from one's formative experiences and trauma rather than being something inherent to someone
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@lucy @bl00d @cell @mia i strongly believe this, i don't think it's the same as adhd or similar for example where it's inherent to someone
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@bl00d @cell @lucy @mia i'm kinda surprised you'd score high tbh you seem way better at rationalizing your emotions than all BPD people I've seen
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@meso @mia @cell @bl00d hiding my powerlevel a lot lately.
e.g. im actively constricting myself to act against my gut instincts with certain people i decided to trust
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@lucy @mia @cell @bl00d I am generally very deeply paranoid and I've gone against my gut instincts to trust a lot of people and maybe I'd be doing better if I hadn't. though I think most of the mistakes in my judgment were in cases where the other person was actually a piece of shit and I was too much of a pussy.
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@meso @mia @cell @bl00d i don't really like talking about this tbh. don't want to be seen as a "bpdemon".
im not okay and i know that but i used to be so much worse and i try to get better. that's all i wanted to tell.
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Lucy [hiatus era] 𒌋𒁯

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@meso @bl00d @cell @mia at least mia is not pushing me away when i have certified lucy moments or gives me irl wrenching for these posts
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@lucy @meso @bl00d @cell bpd isn’t any less permanent than adhd because childhood trauma that severe does affect brain development quite significantly and irreversibly

but it affects everyone differently, and some can learn to cope with it pretty well. neuroplasticity is still a thing after all.

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@lucy @mia @cell @bl00d this makes sense
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@meso @mia @lucy @cell @bl00d didn’t you think adhd wasn’t real like a week ago
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@meso @mia @lucy @cell @bl00d new personality got installed
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@mia @mia @cell
What does it mean to wrench a post
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