waking up is such a trip. it’s similar to odsmt or dxm in that i’m instantly 100% awake the second my eyes open while it’s like 5 am
ig that’s one way to compensate for my shitty sleep hygiene (๑•﹏•)
other than that i can feel the onset of the dreaded zombie mode
@dxm@sk.lavenderfield.xyz im trying to get off this shit
@icedquinn tbh this almost makes this stuff worthwhile
@anemone oh. well in 6 weeks i’ll share the same fate. what’s it like?
@dxm@sk.lavenderfield.xyz mostly fine ig. the thing i hate is that it has an extremely short half life so if you miss a single does you will immediately get very ill
@anemone didn’t think they even sell the non xr version :v
what are the symptoms?
@dxm@sk.lavenderfield.xyz they dont, this is what happens with the xr version. anyway, spaced out, nauseous + other gastrointestinal problems, brain zaps. fun stuff
@anemone fantastic. can’t wait (╥﹏╥) how long have you been on it though?
@dxm@sk.lavenderfield.xyz a few years
@georgia@netzsphaere.xyz @dxm@sk.lavenderfield.xyz like having a flashbulb go off inside your head
@georgia @anemone i only ever got them on psychedelics. for me the intense ones are actually audible. they feel and sound like a sudden loud buzz that abruptly spikes my anxiety. it’s a tingling TV static-like feeling in the back of my head. it also makes my eyeballs twitch which is very disorienting
@meowski yea i’ve seen quite a few stories
i actually asked my doc for bupropion and i’m only taking it because she essentially said that bupropion is too expensive and i had to try venlafaxine first (╥﹏╥)
i will take it for only 6 weeks so i hope it won’t be too bad
@meowski probably a good idea. currently this is a “better than nothing” kind of situation
@meowski i actually know pretty well what psychosis feels like. i’ll take note when my apophenia switches to high gear. but thanks for the heads up (✿^‿^)