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hi_reimu
is anyone even reading this?
obviously a person
full of secrets maybe
i don't know what to write for this
say hi idk
flower flower flower
like the prodigal sun i return to the earth hello
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@georgia unless i'm just coping, i think it's usually pretty easy to spot but yeah this is why i've been a little wary of her
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@georgia the new age stuff is a little annoying but she does have some genuinely good scholarship
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@georgia @genmaicha @lain i guess when i say close to my age i mean i thought she was in her 30s which isn't milf age to me
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@genmaicha @lain omg she's 44 i thought she was close to my age
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@lain i think i can usually tell what info of hers is genuine tradition and what's her invention, so yeah i think mostly
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i'm so fucking nauseous rn
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@patchuun @vervet it's been a while since i read it but it made an impression on me. i like how important action is to mao in that essay. it's so practical
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@vervet oh someone already recommended that the other one that my best friend always recommends to people is the essay combat liberalism
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@vervet good introduction would be the little red book
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@nyx @georgia it's in my basic nature to want things to get worse unfortunately. i've been trying to meter that with a total acceptance of Maa's will, but that's really hard. it's hard to accept things going poorly but even harder to accept things going well lol
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@georgia @nyx it's kinda like when I was a Dionysus worshiper but all it got me was alcoholism and madness without liberation. although maybe it would be different this time if I sought liberation through Kali in earnest instead because back when I worshiped Dionysus I was definitely in the vein of "I want my life to get worse" in more of a sick, self-will way than a "trusting God to break me down so I can be built back up" way
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@georgia @nyx I love Kali, but I think for my own sanity I need to focus on Shiva and practices that are more grounding before I approach her in earnest again. at least if i decide to go the shaiva route anyway. idk lol I wish I could just jump straight into Kali worship though
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@georgia i'm also not a good person, but hopefully i will be too
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@georgia I feel so bad for the element of air having all the worst cards in RWS
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@prettygood @cine I used to smoke quarter cigarettes like that too, otherwise it would be too much and I'd get really dizzy lol. made it easier to quit too when I needed to
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