my room reeks of vomit
god damn these heated floors

Avatar Fire and Ash sucks.

Just eat a bland diet Aj. Add foods in slowly.

No.

Is that what I need? I need dairy in my diet to feel like im not dying??
The one thing I never ever consume?

So why didn’t a feel nauseous or get a stomach ache today?
The major difference in my diet was added DAIRY.

What I ate today.

More leftover cabbage potato thing. Pardon the paper plate I packed away the real ones.
Snacks.
Pistachio cupcake. Didn’t want to eat it but needed to make sure they tasted ok before frosting. Didn’t get around to frosting them.

im having a night.

mom told husband she’s leaving. tense house.
watching a movie in my room with the kids to stay away from angry parents and one of them projectile vomited everywhere. From my bed to the door. And let’s just say my rooms a dump right now, I’ve been packing. There’s vomit on everything.
cleaning up the vomit trying to hold back gags bc there’s chunks of yogurt getting smashed into the rug. God save me.
Take a pee break and leave the door open so I can make sure the kid and dog don’t try to walk on the vomit soaked rug. Too focused looking out the door and paying attention to them and notice the pee sound isn’t right,,,,, because im basically peeing on the floor.

I was looking forward to eating raviolis out of a can like a hobo but now I think I’ll go to bed hungry

I can’t wait to have a husband and live with him

downside to being small: cant have feets walk on my back
plus side to being small: get to have my feets on back

tickle fingers

chinese dog from memory

why so needy lately

husband?

i wanna feel the weight of a man’s body on top of me

LinkedIn Park

"Dick"tator??? Oooookay

What I ate yesterday.

Went somewhere that served breakfast. Gave part of the pastry to someone else.
Leftover cabbage potato thing for lunch.
More Hi-Chews.