I love watching the birds run around the yard with their quick, skinny legs. Plucking up snacks from the earth

I should’ve bought a bed frame earlier.

it’d be nice if I got the belly aches that just made you shit and then it’s over. but no. Belly aches and nausea with no vomiting or shitting

lost 5-6lbs in one week.
overall I feel very unwell.
took some medicine for nausea. no appetite, belly hurts.

I’m on a food journey.

I’m lactose intolerant, sausage and eggs give me issues.
I also hate: corn, tomatoes, cottage cheese, most cheeses?,, tortillas, sauerkraut, most nuts.
Not a fan of breads and pastas.
I love: fruits, chocolate

What I ate today:

A handful of peanut butter crackers.
2 small plates of potatoes and ham.
2 rolls.

No pics bc I was avoiding grandparents.
but here’s some cupcake action

belly hairs sooo hot

his belly hairs

I haven’t gotten any internships yet. I think im going to apply to the cofe shop that has that gang of goth girls bc they’re all very nice and maybe they’ll convince me to dye my hair black

my room reeks of vomit
god damn these heated floors

Avatar Fire and Ash sucks.

Just eat a bland diet Aj. Add foods in slowly.

No.

Is that what I need? I need dairy in my diet to feel like im not dying??
The one thing I never ever consume?

So why didn’t a feel nauseous or get a stomach ache today?
The major difference in my diet was added DAIRY.

What I ate today.

More leftover cabbage potato thing. Pardon the paper plate I packed away the real ones.
Snacks.
Pistachio cupcake. Didn’t want to eat it but needed to make sure they tasted ok before frosting. Didn’t get around to frosting them.

im having a night.

mom told husband she’s leaving. tense house.
watching a movie in my room with the kids to stay away from angry parents and one of them projectile vomited everywhere. From my bed to the door. And let’s just say my rooms a dump right now, I’ve been packing. There’s vomit on everything.
cleaning up the vomit trying to hold back gags bc there’s chunks of yogurt getting smashed into the rug. God save me.
Take a pee break and leave the door open so I can make sure the kid and dog don’t try to walk on the vomit soaked rug. Too focused looking out the door and paying attention to them and notice the pee sound isn’t right,,,,, because im basically peeing on the floor.

I was looking forward to eating raviolis out of a can like a hobo but now I think I’ll go to bed hungry

I can’t wait to have a husband and live with him