brown eyes so cute

no nepo all tism

i should stop in germany on my way to get married and just see

whys he sleeping so long i need attentionn this is my attention time

i clean the bathrooms at work now that they changed the cleaning lady's hours and ive learned:
im not accepted in either bathroom. there's too much androgyny in me.
the men give me the "what are you doing in here please get out" look and the women stand in the doorway with concern until i leave.

when marriage i am dying

i like my women the way i like my men

speaking of the algorithm theres some good ones tonight ayooo

i looked up images of twinspin and its all short haired girlies
this means something.

I’d personally like to look taller

why are so many trans girls so thin?
estrogen loves fat. I’d understand pre-hrt wanting to be thin because the fat distribution won’t be “feminine” until hormone levels are feminine and existing fat doesn’t just migrate the way people think. But it doesn’t discount the fact fat is beneficial to a feminine appearance?

which could also lead to, why are so many trans guys heavy? again, estrogen loves fat. this one’s a little different tho because it doesn’t seem like trans guys are purposely trying to stay heavy whereas trans girls seem to try to stay as thin as possible.
not my body so idc but I’m always seeing people talk about wanting to look more this or that

maybe overalls for work would be nice

stayed up too late chain smoking and rambling about the evils in the world

I’ve spent hours looking at McDonald’s Miku costumes/how to put one together that will be appropriate for work and accurate enough to the design. There’s this latex looking one that is the closet match but has and open back and I have no idea how short the skirt is.
BUT. I could buy one of those nude colored suits people wear for ballet underneath

the downside is, I’ll have to take off basically my entire costume just to piss

There’s a second option that’s more modestly designed but not as close to Miku’s outfit. It’s a dress. I could buy a larger size, cut it into two pieces, and add red trim to make it more Miku. There’s the chance I do a shit job and/or run out of time with my busy schedule.

* * I’m straying away from a total DIY because no sewing machine from moving + lack of experience

i think meso should be teto

I feel like $1800/mo is too much for a basement unit in a dilapidated building that’s located in the buttcrack of the town