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Lucy [hiatus era] 𒌋𒁯

sometimes i wish someone would literally just drag me into different clothes to see if there's anything that fits me other than literally /tttt/ boymoder attire
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@lucy you can do that yourself yknow
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@meso i wish i could lainStress
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@lucy lucy you can just go to the store and start trying things on what are they gonna do kick you out for trying things out?
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@meso i start crying and panicking and my mind freezes and all i can think about is that i look like shit
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@lucy you dont you should realize crying and panicking and your mind freezing at something like looking at yourself is incredibly irrational
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@meso @lucy i cant even stand looking at my own shadow
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@prettygood @lucy @meso im being completely honest i hate my body more than you can imagine
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Lucy [hiatus era] 𒌋𒁯

@snacks the one time i actually tried on a dress you said it looks bad lol
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@paula @prettygood @meso i can imagine and it's annoying when you hate your body that much and people just tell you "just don't hate your body" like damn how come i never thought of that before
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@lucy @paula @prettygood but that should be your goal this is a serious problem that has no basis in reality
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@lucy @meso @paula to be clear I'm not invalidating how either of you feel, what Paula said just sounded really hyperbolic.
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@meso @paula @prettygood sure it's a goal it's just not good advice on how to get there
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@meso @lucy @prettygood it does have a basis in reality its because of my body that people refer to me as sir
its because of my body that im super intimidating to people
like yeah sure im an awful person but,, idk
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@paula @meso @prettygood you're not intimidating wtf

and i say that as someone intimidated by most people
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@lucy @paula @prettygood i think its good advice to tell you that this is not something that you should be concerned about at all it's like... idk, no idea how to give advice about this
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@meso @paula @prettygood not concerned at all would ignore that i *need* to change my appearance tho
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@lucy Come over, a lot of my clothes would probably fit you and look good on you
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@scathach omg i wish i could
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@lucy @meso @prettygood i tower 30 to 20 cm over normal people
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@meso @paula @prettygood brazilians are tiny
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@paula @meso @prettygood meso is small tho
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@paula @meso @prettygood paula move to europe, problem solved
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@paula @lucy @prettygood i am the shortest of any group of people always except my class im taller than a few of them cuz theyre 11th graders and im almost 20 (old)
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@lucy @meso @prettygood given you complian about height i think solved is a little too much
but yeah i want to
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@paula @lucy @prettygood im so old man. im on my last breath
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@snacks @waifu @lucy @meso @paula @prettygood there's some guys that are tall. I'm ok with my height though. In my house I have to mind my head in some places or I smack it 😭
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@snacks @lucy @meso @prettygood @waifu i mean when im older i could go for a mommy aesthetic and vibes
beimg tall does no goood to me now
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@snacks @waifu @lucy @meso @paula @prettygood My mom is smaller than me, my sister is smaller than my mom. Tiny. There's some tall people around, but yeah, not a tall country.
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@paula @meso @prettygood it's mostly brainworms in my case tho
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Lucy [hiatus era] 𒌋𒁯

@snacks @meso @paula @prettygood you're not that small if you straighten up for once you're not much smaller than me
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@waifu @paula @prettygood @snacks @lucy @meso more or less, I don't think being taller would've done good for me since I have some bone problems
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Lucy [hiatus era] 𒌋𒁯

@snacks @meso @paula @prettygood come over and lay flat on the floor i guarantee you it's just bad posture
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@snacks @mischievoustomato @lucy @paula @prettygood @waifu vipper towers over me if paula saw him irl shed run
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@paula @lucy @meso @prettygood Being intimidating doesn't actually negatively affect socialization unless you're trying to interact with really anxious trauma golem types. You just have to develop a way to talk to people and body language that signals to them that while sure you could kill them, there's no reasonable excuse why you would.
I say this as someone who has in more than one occassion had friends said "send someone less scary" when I took initiative on certain stuff, and yet IRL always end up being the most trusted person to most.
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@meso @snacks @mischievoustomato @paula @prettygood @waifu you're all tiny my father was literally 210cm lmao
im above avg but not towering everyone wherever i go like paula allegedly does and im 3cm taller than paula
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@lucy @mischievoustomato @paula @prettygood @snacks @waifu paula would be like pretty average in bulgaria. everyones like 180 or 175 here
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@lucy @mischievoustomato @paula @prettygood @snacks @waifu people tried to make fun of me cuz of my height at schools but like, i was literally always like 5cm shorter at the biggest gap so it never got to me. i was like a couple cm or maybe even taller than this other short guy in the class but no one ever made fun of him for that cuz i guess they like getting their face punched by me
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@meso @mischievoustomato @paula @prettygood @snacks @waifu im so glad my growth stunted prematurely otherwise I'd have probably been awkwardly tall
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@mischievoustomato @lucy @paula @prettygood @snacks @waifu im taller than my dad which is nice. i guess hes like 168
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@lucy @mischievoustomato @paula @prettygood @snacks @waifu actually my first ever fight (where it wasnt 6th graders throwing me (5 or 6 years old at the time) at a park) was because a gypsy insulted that kid and i thought it was a dick move so i started fighting him
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@meso @mischievoustomato @paula @prettygood @snacks @waifu first grade i got into a fight with the janitor and got expelled for a few weeks or so
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@meso @waifu @lucy @paula @snacks @prettygood i never had a serious fight after one in elementary, but i did push a guy off the stairs for annoying me
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@lucy @meso @mischievoustomato @paula @prettygood @snacks @waifu mine got stunted prematurely but im awkwardly short
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@mischievoustomato @waifu @meso @paula @snacks @prettygood i never seriously hurt anyone but i got beat up many times
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Lucy [hiatus era] 𒌋𒁯

@snacks @meso @mischievoustomato @paula @prettygood @waifu > didn't go so well
for whom?
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@lucy @waifu @meso @paula @snacks @prettygood oof. I didn't, for the most part those days were very easy for me
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Lucy [hiatus era] 𒌋𒁯

@snacks @meso @mischievoustomato @paula @prettygood @waifu remember when rafa punched you in the nose that's the only time i witnessed either of you two fighting i think
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@lucy @mischievoustomato @meso @prettygood @snacks @waifu i cant reallu say i was never beat up cause i know i was bullied at one point in school
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@lucy @mischievoustomato @paula @prettygood @snacks @waifu i attempted to punch a teacher once but i got stopped. they always used to stop me
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@lucy @mischievoustomato @paula @prettygood @snacks @waifu dont know what that is some people deserve to be beaten to death with a lead pipe
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@lucy @mischievoustomato @paula @prettygood @snacks @waifu I'm god's most aggressive nerd. well used to be before i went to the beach that makes you a docile fuck
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@meso @mischievoustomato @paula @prettygood @snacks @waifu did you go to the beach that makes you old?
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@meso @waifu @lucy @paula @snacks @prettygood nice. I went a couple of times when I was a kid.
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@gabi @waifu @meso @paula @snacks @ren @prettygood @mischievoustomato amazing how tomato is, for once, not the creepiest one in a thread 3
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