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xnfm winter of sobriety and celibacy
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@nyx weirdly ive been sober from something else to. my ID and card got locked out so i have been rerouting money through my girlfriend and its freed me a little from financial obsession. i have been celibate from the need to money count so constantly. its kinda nice.
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@nyx this would bring out levels of derangement out of us never seen before
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@nyx shall the winter finally be the time I begin my straight edge era?
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@realpetrateal no because straight-edge is fucking gay (bad)
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@nyx @realpetrateal but wait if straight-edge is gay then what isn't gay
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@nyx @wire_witch woaw further confirming my suspicions that music scenes even after the 70s have been infected with Artichoke 2.0 MKULTRA Operation Midnight Climax type shit
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@nyx I'm on 18 months of no drinking let's keep it up
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@MURRUMUR I stopped drinking alcohol and started drinking cough syrup blobcatrainbow
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@nyx @MURRUMUR I used to love drinking tylenol but I stopped doing it in order to own the libs
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@nyx this is every winter if youre me

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@nyx ive quit drinking in favor of nicotine tbh
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@nyx I'm not quitting nic tho sorry girls..
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@nyx heartbreaking.............,,, a girlthing cant even enjoy a good smoke nowadays without the stasi breathing down her neck (not even in a cool sensual way)...
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@cyb3rm0shp1t sex and drugs are over, I only yearn to be mean to girls on the internet now
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@nyx @cyb3rm0shp1t i hate you! xf_nyxgun im not taking care of you! xf_nyxgun and the best part is, theyll still love me! xf_nyx_yes
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@Erato_Heti @cyb3rm0shp1t oh no.. I'm repeating the cycle of abuse.... ;_;
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@nyx this is just ordinary winter for me no drugs no sex just living in the moment with my despair and suicidal ideation
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@nyx @cyb3rm0shp1t so called 'cycle of abuse' haters the first moment they read about what hegelian dialectics is xf_hegel n1lsoypoint
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@cyb3rm0shp1t @nyx @patchuun may i thought I was the submissive masochist in the relationship
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@nyx @MURRUMUR "she is full of sizzurp officer so the first 15 answers will always be about Balfour accord but she is cooperative and will eventually tell you her name (she will not.)"
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