@yohan they are inherently selfish yes, which is neither good nor bad but can be either in relative circumstance

RE: https://social.xenofem.me/objects/a8ff06c2-02ca-422b-84b7-8d95a03c819c

@r45tkmcxmx @yohan as someone who saw god in a vision, the closest thing i can describe what god looks like is a living mendelbrot. it was a being that takes infinite space, inherently suffocating. a bunch of infinity symbols oberlaid atop e/o.

i thought i was crazy but its face was the symbol of constantine. someone who also claimed to see god.

though the depiction in late antiquity was slightly off. the w was an eye and its face a rainbow infinity.

man creates god in his own image because it cannot comprehend its true nature nor form.

meanwhile the real god, infinity, is pretty much spiritually the antithesis of the life it spawned.

while we are its children, fundamentally cut from the same cloth, that it sees and loves all. it is a being that experiences perpetual egodeath

@r45tkmcxmx @utz @yohan what the fuck even is a presbyterian. i was baptized as one and i dont even know what its supposed to stand for other than being prote$$tant

@r45tkmcxmx @yohan worst part was i was just really stoned. and it was a half asleep daze. and even then constantine is a piece of shit fwiw. fuck rome and fuck roman emperors. like if anything christians fundamentally misrepresent god its hilarious if it wasnt the impetus for most evils in this world

like it isnt a guy he didnt make you, specifically in its own image.

if a sentient fractal is alive then its certainly beyond some gender binary (incomprehensible, probably every gender and none at all)

like what the fuck am i supposed to take away from this thing telling me "i love you, i know you can do better"?

@r45tkmcxmx @yohan maybe me subconsciously, who knows