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Emilie Ciortrans 
risperdoll@social.xenofem.me
taking up e-whoring or something because jobs that accommodate people with migraines arthritis sensory sensitive and extreme startle reflex are rare to non-existent
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@risperdoll capitaliSSm really do be pushing women into being working girls
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Emilie Ciortrans
risperdoll@social.xenofem.me
@georgia gonna be honest. i could probably be a vibecoder but I find that considerably more distasteful than something that involves one of my favourite perversions (exhibitionism)
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@risperdoll both are sins but in one youre helping the enemy of all humanity and in the other youre helping moids cum
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@risperdoll @georgia we need some numbers on humiliation kink in vibe coders
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Emilie Ciortrans
risperdoll@social.xenofem.me
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@risperdoll @prelemma grok call me a slut
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Emilie Ciortrans
risperdoll@social.xenofem.me
@georgia well as long as remember the Holy Name of Jesus (or Milarepa or Amitabha or Krishna or) I'm good right? surely a hundred Hail Marys or Nembutsus for every subscriber will do it
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auntie monkey
monkey@greatape.casa@georgia @prelemma @risperdoll you found my grok dms........
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@monkey @georgia @risperdoll grok please pretend to be an untermensch software engineer chud and i'll be your ai assistant and you make me do all your work because you're too busy hitting blinkers and scrolling pigchan and watching asmongold
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@risperdoll Vishnu sahasranama every morning and evening
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prelemma
prelemma@social.xenofem.me
@georgia @monkey @risperdoll ai contains all books, books are obsolete, many are saying it, ask grok yourself!
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auntie monkey
monkey@greatape.casa@prelemma @georgia @risperdoll this is my dream gf. God dammit how do I get this.
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Emilie Ciortrans
risperdoll@social.xenofem.me
@georgia cool. just have to remember not to say it at church
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@risperdoll definitely dont say the name for Vishnu which is "he whose semen is gold"
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Me vibecoding: https://media.translunar.academy/media/a7008604cbfa3d57c23feaad3ccfc715035f1f97be101ef11786eed4960e5639.mp4
(Honestly it was a bit of a chore finding a video of a vibrator that wasn’t porn.)
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@autumn @risperdoll I have heard vibrators are very good for alleviating constipation in veterinary medicine. I once saw a vid of a bearded dragon strapped to a vibrator.
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Emilie Ciortrans
risperdoll@social.xenofem.me
@georgia damn that's a name for Vishnu? kinda cool tbh love it when you're permitted to get freaky with G-d
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@risperdoll I'm prudish so I always felt weird saying it when I recited a third of the sahasranama every day (which takes 30 minutes) back before I crashed out.
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@risperdoll I read the explanation of the sanskrit along with the sanskrit (transliteration I forgot how to read sanskrit smh) which is why it takes so dang long
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Emilie Ciortrans
risperdoll@social.xenofem.me
@georgia tbh I prolly would be weirded out. like I kinda see communion as sexual in nature and the mass makes me feel... funny... especially when on my knees and I think I'm just damned to eternal hellfire because of all that. like, God hates horny people and made them that way especially to punish them just because why not. if you could not tell I have America in the turn of millennium flavoured brain damage
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@risperdoll I'm naturally waaay more fatuous than horny but one lends to the other when I have a crush. on SSRIs I pretend to be chaste merely because I dont really touch myself mostly for weird gender autism reasons and because the SSRIs nuke my sex drive. I simultaneously hate horny people and find horny women hot and this conflict is itself erotic
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Emilie Ciortrans
risperdoll@social.xenofem.me
@georgia damn that's awesome. idek if I see myself as a woman or even human anymore because I have a pp and all I seem to exist for is suffering
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@risperdoll this is gonna sound simultaneously trans-coded and transphobic but I wish I had a pp so I could fuck a woman like a man ;_; ive never had an orgasm because I never learned to masturbate!! I'm basically FTMTFTMTF and yes this all makes sense not a single initial is wrong
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Emilie Ciortrans
risperdoll@social.xenofem.me
@georgia don't let your dreams be dreams, get some black market T and grow your own! there's like a subreddit or two dedicated to the subject
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auntie monkey
monkey@greatape.casa@georgia @risperdoll
>I never l learned to masturbate
I have a couple questions
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@risperdoll if I could penetrate a woman after and would grow like four inches I honestly would. my face is a bit androgynous so I'd likely pass with time
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@risperdoll grow in height not dick lol although thats implied for penetration
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Emilie Ciortrans
risperdoll@social.xenofem.me
@georgia depending on how fused your growth plates are that's not impossible
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georgia
georgia
@monkey @risperdoll I tried masturbating at 13 and failed and then at 14 I was put on SSRIs by le benevolent doctors and because of that I forgot I came out as gay at eleven and thought I was ace until I was 20 and read a smutty story about eating pussy
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@risperdoll I'm 28 -_- honestly there are three huge barriers to me transitioning. first off I'm extremely depersonalized so I stopped feeling dyphoria about my breasts and curves years ago. second off I'm extremely lazy and hate putting work into things. third I'm extremely vain and I'm hot now and dont want to be less hot
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auntie monkey
monkey@greatape.casa@georgia @risperdoll Interesting ok. When I was on SSRIs for like fifteen years I still got it going. It is probably easier for me though and also different stuff. Anyways I'm sure you could learn if you really wanted to, if not that's cool. I bet that is as a good smut story too!
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georgia
georgia
@monkey @risperdoll actually it was a really bad chuddy smut story on an incel forum that I was reading to own the incels by seeing how pathetic they are. it was cringe but the pussy eating part was mesmerizing. despite being a malebrained king of swords I am spiritually quite sapphic
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Emilie Ciortrans
risperdoll@social.xenofem.me
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@monkey @risperdoll also I dont want to learn to masturbate because I have a lot of spiritual experiences and masturbating in the holy presence of God is a grave sin. also I think its a waste of time on sense pleasure for an aspiring yogi like me.
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@risperdoll @monkey I say as I live for the sense pleasure of sushi and tom yum soup
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Emilie Ciortrans
risperdoll@social.xenofem.me
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auntie monkey
monkey@greatape.casa@georgia @risperdoll ok yeah this is based and respectable. You do you queen!
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