Alright confession time I guess. So the
@holymoly account has come under a bit of fire recently and I wanted to step forward and name myself as the person behind the account. For those of you who've been keeping up with our posts and/or know me well, it should be easy to see the commonalities:
- Both accounts contained themes of heavy dissociation and irony poisoning, including sex-related
- On both accounts, I incessantly lingered around the xnfm/worm pink sphere in an attempt to fit in
- And of course, on both accounts I displayed lack of understanding for others' boundaries due to my autism. This is even evident in my real life, where I've been in a highly power-imbalanced relationship with an age regressor.
I'd like to formally apologize to
@hjh for flirting with you while in-character. Truth be told, I got really into your whole dissociated art style and music, so I tried to get closer to you through my own "character"--the only way I knew how. When Murrumur called me out for being a chaser, I realized how revolting my behavior was in retrospect and knew I had crossed several lines. I know I'm long past the point where apologies can make a difference, but I'm sorry. I'll understand if you don't show up at my future movie nights.
To the rest of you, I'd like to announce that I am taking steps to better my life. I've found a trans-positive therapist in the area who I'll be working with to try and cure my autism. I've been looking for local bars and other social spaces to find fellow age progressors that I can date. And I'll be taking some time off this instance (I'm sure you all can understand). I hope that one day, I'll be able to move on from all of this and finally do epic shit--ethically--with her pussy. For real this time.