@georgiaThis is the afterlife, we're all dead, or more like we died a few stages ago and what we call our soul is just pieces flaking off the corpse of a god who has died/is dead/dying (time isn't real), the pain of living is just the consequence of divinity particulating into smaller and smaller pieces until it fades into the void it came from. Which is to say we exist because statistically, at some point, we have to.