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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
unmind@social.xenofem.me
i wish my divine calling was something cool like becoming a superstar poet or being an avatar of God but for the past 4 years my only divine calling has been to work a gay 12-step program and try not substitute other things for how much i used to love drinking
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
unmind@social.xenofem.me
this is a post about how much I wish my divine visions were about something other than "stop vaping" "stop drinking" etc.
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
unmind@social.xenofem.me
i feel like toni colette in that scene in hereditary where she's like "And what a waste. If it could've maybe brought us together, or something." cuz like my life has gotten significantly less magical since quitting drinking and frankly the whole impetus for me quitting drinking was the original promise from one of my saints that I would have a stronger relationship with her and now I don't do magic I don't do anything. It's just like an endless loop of ceding more and more of my autonomy to the divine for what feels like nothing in return
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unmind@social.xenofem.me
anyway i just finally watched all of hereditary for the first time a few nights ago and was underwhelmed but i think i would've liked it better if the second half of the movie hadn't been spoiled for me
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