सर्वभूतस्थमात्मानं सर्वभूतानि चात्मनि ।
ईक्षते योगयुक्तात्मा सर्वत्र समदर्शनः
यो मां पश्यति सर्वत्र सर्वं च मयि पश्यति ।
तस्याहं न प्रणश्यामि स च मे न प्रणश्यति
सर्वभूतस्थितं यो मां भजत्येकत्वमास्थितः ।
सर्वथा वर्तमानोऽपि स योगी मयि वर्तते
आत्मौपम्येन सर्वत्र समं पश्यति योऽर्जुन ।
सुखं वा यदि वा दुःखं स योगी परमो मतः

The one whose self is united in yoga, who sees the Self abiding in all beings and all beings in the Self, sees equally everywhere.
He who sees Me everywhere and sees everything in Me—for him I am not lost, nor is he lost to Me.
He who, established in oneness, worships Me dwelling in all beings, that yogi abides in Me, however he may act in every way.
He who, by comparison with himself, sees equality everywhere, O Arjuna, whether in pleasure or in pain—that yogi is considered the highest.

Bhagavad Gita 6:29-32

this is what i mean when i say i want to embody the vedantic ideal