@georgia this reminds me that my dad’s neighbors when he was growing up around madurai were jewish

@georgia he grew up perceiving india as being so full of so many different religions so a lot of the hindu supremacy stuff in india makes him miserable

which also makes it kinda funny that he goes on about how hinduism is better than other religions and everyone else is idiots who should become hindu or atheist

@georgia he is atheist

@georgia not since i was little. what he values is itself misled (he loves ayn rand). if someone seeks to love then you can seek it together. if someone despises love and calls it weakness and foolishness you can only wait. neither really makes for debate

@georgia im generally against debate bc of how much he tried to make debate him when i was little

@georgia he’s actually abandoned randism proper. he used to justify looking down on others bc he blamed their choices but now he’s a hard determinist so he thinks people are just inherently superior or inferior based on random chance

@georgia a lot of why he’s been crashing out the last few years is that he judges me to be in the inferior category in every way and im fine with it, so he has to find ways that other people made me inferior so it isnt his fault, and if its his fault then he’s not actually great an he cant take that. all that boils down to him thinking its completely reasonable to accuse me of being an estrogen street dealer working for the southern baptist church

@georgia id rather be inferior. his superior class is vile

@georgia 💭 i should become a nun

@georgia me being trans did make him crash out way harder but i’ve always been on the path to inferiority in his eyes

@georgia also thank you :)

@georgia the main issue he has with me is that i do not particularly value my own control. it drives him crazy that i dont want to be a tiny dictator.