@azureazure yes.. I'm aware. I'm often caught in this grey area where I don't want to post some tl;dr shit on what is nominally a microblogging platform (same with talking to people directly) because it's uncouth to rant and yap, but also don't want to spend a bunch of time going down every possible rabbit hole of thoughts that I have because then I'll end up wasting a lot of time spinning my wheels writing about stuff that is ultimately kind of inconsequential. this is why I'm going to be working on redoing my blog after I get something else done that's coming up; the way I currently have it structured isn't conducive to rapid concise posts and makes me feel even more pressured to write out long essays that are usually more work than they're worth.
I simply have too many thoughts on too many things bouncing around in my head literally constantly. it's maddening