my phone is so freakin hard to turn on from battery dead poweroff for no freakin good reason

p unfollowed me for talking about the sex cult again. hes not angry, just disappointed. end of an era.

ritz crackers never fail as filler food

holy shit i have a lot of nots about the sex cult wtf

I've read from only two pdf versions of the translated upanishads, one of the principal upanishads and a couple other by easwaran that ive read many times and one of all 108 upanishads plus a couple others ive read just once. ive realized though reading a couple other versions of the upanishads online that easwarans translations are geared toward beauty much more than accuracy, and I want a beautiful scholarly version. his translation of the bhagavad gita was good enough compared to the four or five other versions of the bhagavad gita ive read from but his upanishad translations are really not great. I need to reread all the principal upanishads at least tbh. ive reread all my favorites already when looking at the original sanskrit word for word online but im gonna stop using his translation as my go to for sure with the other upanishads.

only God knows why my dreams are so much more vivid than my psychedelic hallucinations

the english wikipedia article of the bhagavad gita treats it so critically, calling it casteist. imagine if it did the same for christian scripture, calling it sexist or what have you. in contrast more niche hindu articles sound like they were written by devotees, like this one.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sripada_Sri_Vallabha

I'm only a techie insofar as I need to control my own computing experience tbh. I'm not like the other linux nerds...

suya..
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the only websites I'll suffer through captchas for are annas archive, wisdomlib, and kickstarter. honestly those three websites say a ton about my personality.

my dreams last night were so incredible, very close to the greatest ive ever had

fucked up that the bhagavad gita is smriti not shruti

jnanamritam samarasam doesnt hit like saccidananda

sick of muscle cramps in toes and fingies

I can't believe how mid my casear salad was. the dressing is really so important

wow its only 9 am

only one person on earth actually makes me angry enough to be cruel

if hindus were like christians so many of them would be "not in communion" with eachother based on ideological differences.

deleted my pdf of the uddhava gita. I didnt enjoy it, and it even advocates a form of suicide by self immolation for old yogis-in-progress. in comparison to the avadhuta gita not to mention the bhagavad gita it really isnt great. theres so much fucking self immolation in the bhagavata purana it sucks.