i decided to take my favorite parts of the ceasar salads ive been eating and just eat those three ingredients chopped up together and its so freaking good

if my phone turns back on i'm doing nothing on my phone except reading religious texts for three days

i'm taking my phone to get the battery out and back in tomorrow i think that will turn it on

had no dreams the last two nights :(

"everything that exists and doesnt exist is pure consciousness" -- chapter 2 of the tejobindu upanishad

the tejobindu upanishad in truth (not translated badly) is worse and better than i expected. its very monist but less beautiful.

i'm pretty sure my favorite version of the tejobindu upanishad is based on the corrupted short form of it, it definitely is only chapter one. so disappointing.

i hate when old friends are mad at me

i've had ****** caesar salad 3 days in a row and i gotta say it was great but i'm getting sick of it

my phone is so freakin hard to turn on from battery dead poweroff for no freakin good reason

p unfollowed me for talking about the sex cult again. hes not angry, just disappointed. end of an era.

ritz crackers never fail as filler food

holy shit i have a lot of nots about the sex cult wtf

I've read from only two pdf versions of the translated upanishads, one of the principal upanishads and a couple other by easwaran that ive read many times and one of all 108 upanishads plus a couple others ive read just once. ive realized though reading a couple other versions of the upanishads online that easwarans translations are geared toward beauty much more than accuracy, and I want a beautiful scholarly version. his translation of the bhagavad gita was good enough compared to the four or five other versions of the bhagavad gita ive read from but his upanishad translations are really not great. I need to reread all the principal upanishads at least tbh. ive reread all my favorites already when looking at the original sanskrit word for word online but im gonna stop using his translation as my go to for sure with the other upanishads.

only God knows why my dreams are so much more vivid than my psychedelic hallucinations

the english wikipedia article of the bhagavad gita treats it so critically, calling it casteist. imagine if it did the same for christian scripture, calling it sexist or what have you. in contrast more niche hindu articles sound like they were written by devotees, like this one.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sripada_Sri_Vallabha

I'm only a techie insofar as I need to control my own computing experience tbh. I'm not like the other linux nerds...

suya..
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the only websites I'll suffer through captchas for are annas archive, wisdomlib, and kickstarter. honestly those three websites say a ton about my personality.

my dreams last night were so incredible, very close to the greatest ive ever had