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wish i were a kid again so i could just learn all day instead instead of working for a pittance
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i take that back schoolchildren are evil
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@toast the reason is that i know when i have 100% free time i become deeply depressed in absence of quotidian extrinsic motivators and in presence of my breathtaking incompetence
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@toast it's so easy to entertain childish fantasies of having a mentor/patron who will fix me
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@pernia that's a really horrifying thought ngl
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@pernia i'm tagging @BadFediPosts for posterity
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@pernia but yeah isekai kindergarten georgia would be based. i was a subversive little shit then, when i was eleven i refused to participate in a walk of shame where the detention kids who missed lunch stand together at the front of the cafeteria before lunch ends, and i told other kids not to because it was public humiliation. and when i was twelve i staged a revolt of the SPEDs, we boycotted a patronizing activity where we'd say how we were feeling that day and pointed to an emotion on a chart because it was foolish and patronizing.
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@pernia in my defense we were the social retards not the cognitive retards
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@pernia one time they put me with them accidentally and i didn't complain because it was much less embarrassingly but they later switched me back :(
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@pernia kids who can't read: cool
kids who can't make eye contact: uncool

in highschool there was another spesh group of kids who did drugs, they were respected and feared. mostly feared.
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@pernia every time i was mean to another kid (twice) it was to impress another older kid, and i later apologized to profusely and was nice to one of them in middle school. the other one i never apologized to. she had really bad buckteethand and i sang a song about bucky the bucktooth beaver (to the tune of rudolph the rednose reindeer) to her face. her mom later talked to my mom about it and i pretended not to know what she was talking about.
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@histoire @pernia he's still a child, have at it
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@thestrongest @pernia i'm a talented songwriter
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@pernia that anecdote males me seem more based than i really was tbh, i was just a mean kid a couple times in gradeschool and paid for it a hundred fold in middleschool.
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@pernia anyway just proves my point that kids are fucking evil and stupid. they're raw id bound in supple integument.
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@thestrongest @pernia yeah it just came to me, must've been divine inspiration
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funny, i was a xenophobe in the truest sense as a young child but grew out of it.
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@thestrongest @pernia oh i totally disliked the person, she was annoying
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@thestrongest @pernia and ugh i wouldn't say i did it to please my friend (who was only like 7 months older to be honest), though the other kids i was mean to (throwing pinecones at them and stealing their backpacks, and they never told their parents somehow and kind of looked up to me??? in part because of my spontaneous songwriting styles, i made up songs on the bus ride) was 100% following the bidding of a kid who was two years older than me (he later came out as gay, coincidence??) but i certainly wouldn't have had the courage to say it if not for another kid. i was still kind of cowardly cause now that i remember more clearly, we weren't actually addressing her, just singing the song near hear in her direction knowing she'd know it was about her. but i told my mom it wasn't about her.
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@aetios @pernia autists and racism to me is a result of social anxiety and a penchant for categorization.
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@thestrongest @pernia no i've never had a gaydar. he came out.
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@thestrongest @pernia if i had a gaydar i'd be drowning in pussy rn
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@aetios @pernia you're above it as long as you aren't mean to people. there's no such thing as a thought crime. the fact that the thoughts bother than you is proof you're above them.
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@thestrongest @pernia i was strangely obsessed with my schoolteachers from a very young age but i didn't realize i liked titties till i was ugh, 10ish.
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@thestrongest @pernia camp counselors too holy shit. when people say they had really young crushes on peers i always think that's weird, it was always the 20some women with custodianship over me i was into. my first peer crush was on a 12 year old.
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@thestrongest @pernia i was a child uninterested in children and they were sexually mature adults i looked up to. nothing about domination, that's just creepy.
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@moth @pernia @thestrongest if a sheepish simper were the sign of a gay crush i'd have a gay crush on nearly every woman aged 20-40
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@histoire @pernia @thestrongest real alphas like you wanna be dominated by a man
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@histoire @pernia @thestrongest i quote you— “imagine wanting to be dominated by a _woman” if you didn’t want to be dominated by a man you would’ve said “imagine wanting to be dominated”. your secrets out bro, it’s okay to be gay.

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@histoire @pernia @thestrongest you basically just said you'd rather be dominated by a man than a woman.
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@histoire @pernia @thestrongest that's actually pretty based
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@histoire @pernia @thestrongest at what age do 3D women become old hags
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@histoire @pernia @thestrongest when was the last time you had sex with a woman?
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@thestrongest @pernia @histoire i've argued about this before, fluffy has brought up the study more than once. peak fecundity is 23 so those men if they exist are degenerate.
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@pernia @histoire @thestrongest that wasn't my jewish plan, i was going to ask how old they were.
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@Moon @histoire @pernia @thestrongest bless you moon, don't let your pure light be dimmed by these perverts
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@thestrongest @VD15 @Moon @histoire @pernia why do you expect women to be responsible if you're not
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@thestrongest @Moon @VD15 @histoire @pernia have you considered that they're related?
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@moth @Moon @histoire @pernia @thestrongest are you saying you'll love me even when i'm old and ugly
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@thestrongest @Moon @VD15 @histoire @pernia women who would make good mothers don't though. sounds like you're not ready for a grown up relationship if you haven't grown up yourself.
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@histoire @pernia @Moon @VD15 @thestrongest lemme get this straight
you don't like ara ara
you don't like tomboys
you don't like adult women
you do like men ??
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@thestrongest @Moon @VD15 @histoire @pernia oh but that's different manipulating someone by threatening suicide if they leave is evil, but most depressed people aren't like that.
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@histoire @Moon @VD15 @pernia @thestrongest you said you'd rather be fucked by a man than a woman though
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@shmibs @Moon @histoire @pernia @thestrongest gotta agree. old people aren't sexy but they can be really cute.
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@thestrongest @Moon @VD15 @histoire @pernia depression is a spectrum though, if you rule out women on pills that's like 20% of women.
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@thestrongest @Moon @VD15 @histoire @pernia
it's hard because both genuinely depressed and manipulative personality disordered types talk about killing themselves. i think part of the problem is you want a traditional woman who depends on you but also want her to be independent and stable without you.
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@VD15 @thestrongest @Moon @histoire @pernia i've literally never told a girl i've liked her to her face. imagine how mortifying that would be. blobcatdead
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@thestrongest @Moon @VD15 @histoire @pernia men have asked me on dates without me realizing they were dates before. tfw autism
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@pernia @Moon @VD15 @histoire @thestrongest i am the dependent yet warm tomboy gf
with bonus nueroticism
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@pernia @Moon @VD15 @histoire @thestrongest you can't spell neurotic without erotic
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@VD15 @Moon @histoire @pernia @thestrongest you really know how to sweettalk a lady
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@pernia @VD15 @Moon @histoire @thestrongest no it doesn't. it means afflicted with a neurosis. of which there are many.
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@histoire @VD15 @Moon @pernia @thestrongest is that supposed to be innuendo
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