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sick of hearing about dick and balls and various other perversions
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@georgia im not sick of hearing about perversions in principle i just think everyone else has bad taste and am generally not fond of genitalia

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@lizzie I just wish fedi was more wholesome. so much talk about sex here is penetration centered or sadomasochistic.
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@georgia @lizzie

Penetrative sex is inherently sadomasochistic for men.
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@georgia @lizzie i have never done penetration sex
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@georgia i don’t feel like im in a place to judge anyone else bc ive hornyposted on here quite recently but the general preoccupation with penetration seems kinda boring at best abd unpleasant at worst

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@georgia @lizzie fr we need more holding and kissing going on. Perchance a cuddle or two as well.

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@georgia @lizzie eventually you stop feeling the pain or a discreet sense of Identity which is nice
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@technicallydifficult @lizzie @monkey I dont wanna be involved in erping sorry smh
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@technicallydifficult @georgia @monkey i will say i think starting any kind of rp in the replies of a gort about how fedi is too horny is probably not desired

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@technicallydifficult @georgia @monkey yeah thats why i specified any kinda rp. just really contextually out of the blue

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@technicallydifficult @lizzie @monkey your propic and new nick plus the mdni nsfw really gives off a different vibe
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@technicallydifficult @lizzie @monkey your choice but personally i think you shouldnt make your whole online persona revolve around erp. youre a more multifaceted person than that and it seems like very much a reaction against your former religious mores. I think youll find what's right for you in the end whatever that is.
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@technicallydifficult @lizzie @monkey just my opinion but I think it would be good for you to stop looking for external validation or new external rewards or changes in external circumstances so much and to really look within yourself and find joy in your own being
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@georgia @technicallydifficult @monkey im ngl this talk of pfps is making me think about how much i love pylgia

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@technicallydifficult @georgia @monkey pylgia is my current pfp but i dont remember having a blue girl before

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@technicallydifficult @georgia @monkey wait i think i had a chiefLurk pfp for a while is that who?

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@georgia @monkey @technicallydifficult different image of chief she’s in disguise here but im lazy 😭

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Edited 2 months ago

@technicallydifficult @georgia @monkey i went gris main character -> lain -> coral glasses (several years) -> pylgia with mask -> chief -> pylgia no mask (with some switching back and forth in the chief/pylgia transitions)

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Edited 2 months ago
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@technicallydifficult @georgia @monkey you can tell bc she never takes off that earring

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@georgia @monkey @technicallydifficult it seems like the earring is actually spiritually part of her

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@technicallydifficult @georgia @monkey its chiefLurk in her usual outfit instead in a blue place while kinda merged with 000’a power (i love calling 000 xenospace pythoness bc its fun and technically correct but im not doing that here bc im boring)

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@georgia @technicallydifficult @monkey i have no clue but some blue power comes out of it in the fight against shin alongside pylgia right after god says the blue is part of chief as much as the red (shackles). also even when chief is a disembodied soul, that soul is always wearing her earring. whenever an immortal sees her soul’s earring they instantly see her as a child since thats how they new her as an embodied soul. the path of doom crimebrand shows her with two earrings but we never see the other outside of it.

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@georgia @monkey @technicallydifficult oh also when chief is kinda dying before that fight, her earring glows in the dark (as her earrings glow in path of doom)

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@georgia @monkey @technicallydifficult also path of doom seems to be her as a child killing the adults who trusted her

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@lizzie @technicallydifficult @monkey its just more interesting lol I normally group all that stuff together but it seems pretty unique for a gacha
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@technicallydifficult @georgia @monkey ptn writers have too much time. theres a thing where real estate investors are spreading racist propaganda to manipulate land prices outside of discity and its a footnote besides the fact that they want to kidnap elvira stewart bc they heard whispers she might be politically disruptive

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@technicallydifficult @georgia @monkey ehh its not just a footnote ig bc it shows how bad discity’s political rot is and introduces chief’s next enemy: rich chuds

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@georgia @monkey @technicallydifficult they’ll also do things like where its clear that lichen leads an emotionally abusive cult and using it to extract power from the belief of her followers (since the perishing star gives belief concrete power)

but despite all the freaky supernatural stuff lichen can do, the cult remains painfully tacky and financially extractive. its oddly realistic for how supernatural everything is (with some exceptions like oceanography being a lucrative career but i think that was mostly to further position shin as pylgia’s opposite since pylgia struggles to get a job. the other scientists are kinda broke and marguerite has to eat worms on tv to get money for her serious research)

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@technicallydifficult @georgia @monkey i dont think anyone ever fully escapes their past. youve certainly murdered the perception that youre going to slide into social conservatism soon, but you were never not worthy of love, even at your most absorbed.

ive admittedly rebelled a bit against my evangelical past but the point is to really learn from our pasts

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@technicallydifficult @georgia @monkey darkness thats really not something you can thrust on someone let alone from birth

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@technicallydifficult @lizzie @monkey youre kinda in the opposite position as me. my family doesnt believe in any of the mystical experiences ive had. akko_shrug
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@technicallydifficult @lizzie @monkey oh please dont worry about it the only thing that concretely supports me right now besides my own experiences is the matching mystical experiences of another who still barely believes my experiences and like five peoples divination results that line up very well with what God has told me. I dont expect anyone to believe me yet lol. but I think within a year or so it will be more clear when God radically changes my heart.
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@technicallydifficult @lizzie @monkey I dont plan on starting a cult lol. my first thing will be dispensing a religious message through art.
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@technicallydifficult @lizzie @monkey I liked some of what you wrote but I disagree with mandating prophets and priests to have whatever neurological condition. honestly the way you describe yourself reminds me of the whole new age indigo children thing.
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@technicallydifficult @lizzie @monkey I get you. I'm autistic too. really sorry you had that experience
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@technicallydifficult @lizzie @monkey the US regularly tramples on the rights of children. those awful forced labor wilderness retreats are one example
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@technicallydifficult @lizzie @monkey there are lot of programs like it for kids who misbehave. they often get literally kidnapped from their bedrooms its so evil
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